...Bits.And.Pieces.Of.My.Life...

2003-10-20T20:13:00.000+08:00

well. made the move. diary x. *^^*. yay. i think i'll be blogging there for .. always. yupp. and well. unlike diaryland blogs, there you can choose to lock certain entries. yay. diaryx rcks. w00t.

:: White Flag ::

2003-10-19T18:27:00.000+08:00

no matter what i've told myself, you've never left my heart. and i realise that the thoughts of you are etched too deeply on the tablet of my heart and the memories of you are stamped all over my life's journey. i cant take it any more u. do u know the effect you have on me... do you at all? open your eyes and see the girl who would lay all else at your feet

2003-10-17T22:48:00.000+08:00

siigh. -feels sick- i think it's automatic. i always feels sick before saturday. haha.
yesterday. thursday. first aid course. sucked. well. not realli. was quite funn actually. just a bit sto0pid. our instructor was nice.. examinor was weird. bwaha. stupid. it's fun being in bandages. realli. well. this sounds oddly familiar. OH. i blogged abt this. and mi comp hung on me. abt expected... actuallllli. it hasn't hung on me for quite some time. ^_~. weird. niwaeeee. yea. we passed. i think abt everyone passed. yitian's examinor was particularly interesting i would say. lol. eager to get home indeed. and pontianaks. eh. *^^* well. then after that. decided to pon netball training. i rawk. (= uhh. walked around.... *drumroll*... POPULAR. talk about boredom. boliaoness. siiigh. yeah. wahax. decided to go home. uhh. missed one train on purpose first. boreeedom rmbr? =D then.. yeah went home. plonked down in front of the comp. weirdiness. and then zhi wen called. O_o. daddddyyyy. WAHAx. uhh. went to dunman high. [arrrrgggghhhhhhh] nvm. -angelic smile- so much for supporting them. vell. suppose you could 'support' even if you were like outside the fence yah? *^^* well. after their two games, which meant we were waiting outside the school for more than an hour, btw. uhh. we all got on the bus. all for some of us to get off one stop away. LOl. walked to the next busstop and get onto another bus. funnnay. 12. went to whitesands... for. uhh. 'dinner'. yupp. mummmmmmy daddddyyyy. fweeee. well. they both don't mind. ***i think*** whee. parents are naaaggggggggyyy. w00ts. uhh. then we went to the library. which was pretty interesting, personally. ;P yeaaa. and then hooome. uhh. at 9. oops. =P. yeah. bleh....

2003-10-17T14:11:00.000+08:00

I am falling down
Try and stop me
Feels so good to hit the ground
You can watch me

2003-10-17T13:38:00.000+08:00

I know, I know I've let you down. I've been a fool to myself. I thought that I could live for no one else. But now through all the hurt and pain, It's time for me to respect the ones you love mean more than anything. So with sadness in my heart, I feel the best thing I could do is end it all and leave forever. what's done is done, it feels so bad. what once was happy now is sad. I'll never love again, my world is ending

I wish that I could turn back time. 'cause now the guilt is all mine. can't live without the trust from those you love.. I know we can't forget the past. you can't forget love and pride. because of that it's killing me inside

It all returns to nothing, it all comes. tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down, it all returns to nothing, I just keep letting me down, letting me down, letting me down. In my heart of hearts, I know that I could never love again. I've lost everything, everything. everything. that matters to me, matter in this life.

I wish that I could turn back time. 'cause now the guilt is all mine. can't live without the trust from those you love. I know we can't forget the past. you can't forget love and pride. because of that, it's killing me inside

It all returns to nothing, it all comes tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down.

2003-10-16T23:12:00.000+08:00

i . am . going . to . blog yes, that was determination
sigh. let's see how much i can blog.
this is amusing. proof of exactly how sto0pid kenneth tan is. "you are allowed to come to school in PE shirt and colloids" - INET. for god's sake. it's CULOTTES. colloids... are stuff to do with chem. and suspensions. and solutions. and chem. and toe and me at popular. ... laterrr. listening to clay. yesh. clay aiken. be shocked. laterr.
sigh. i shalt blog from .. monday. wow. four days. sigh. i will survive.

MONDAY
erm. went to skool.. for speech and drama stuff.. and netball training. fack. well. errrrm. let's say... before s and d.. we were supposed to attend assembly. at the parade ground. and .. none of us wanted to. so instead of standing for like 10 mins.. we ended up taking a looong walk around the skool. as in, outside the skool compound. yupp. and we were walking out like when all the prefects were already like assembling at the front. and then right outside .. ms ng got out of a taxi. and she was like wat are you ppl doing here. yeah. and so was really funny. and we walk on. and who do i spot. deborah tan. yeshh. how fuunnnn. and she was like quite far away. and we slowed down.. walking really slowly. i think she would have wanted to uh speak to us.. but we were too far. fwee. um. speech and drama. we were supposed to be watching grease. well. i was supposed to. i got sick of it after the first disc. read after that. [shields head from one-eleveners] then eh. netball. ouch. seriously you can only spend so much time in the same position looking up at the damned net before your neck hurts like hell. *thanx jingli* pokk. yeah. and i'm going to dieee. i've been practising on the bball court. ie. the basketball hoop. without the board. but nevertheless. the bball hoop is a lot bigger than the netball hoop. and the board.. gives u a sense of focus in some way. now i cant rmbr wat else i did. i think i went home. ...... -shrug- wait. no. met dunmanians. went darr's hse. played capt ball. yea. that's... all i can rmbr. OH. we went to parkway first. and...erm. they met their teachers there. at mph. and ran out squealing. wat can i say. i was behind them, look of bewilderment on face. siigh.

TUESDAY
nothing much. lazed around at home the whole day. doing......... nothing much. let see.... they went ice-skating. and i.... didn't feel like going. i dunno. i think i went crazy. but anyway. so i didn't go. and i read. the whole day. as in like.. i didn't quite use the comp. i just .. READ. oh vell. yeah.
bweah. i din noe tuesday was so boring. i could have been out but noo i was at home reading the whole day. loser.

WEDNESDAY
ahh. went skool for.. sec 4 farewell. sto0pid waste of time if i may say. but yeah. supposed to be two hours.. we got off at 900. so ... went to.. um. amanda's house. i noe i was with someone.. but now i can't rmbr. :| . 'twas either toe or meera. or maybe not. is my memory that horrible??? nooo. i was with simran. coz toe was gg out. and meera was staying back for the sto0pid script for s and d. yupp. =D. so anyway. the void deck. cz it was raining. and eh. we sorta broke one of those lighty tubey thingy. oh. i had tom,*hutututu with a pottu*, and harry on my arm. and my fingers. jinx them. humph. then went to the basketball courts... play for coupleof hours.. till abt 1. amanda had to go off ...for training, zhiwen to ...dunno where..and sandra *:|* was.. going off. blah. and yun yuan for training. so. ...... i went hommmeeee. the rest of them apparently went off to yuhui's hse. siigggh. bath.. uh. practise guitar. vell. ended up sleeping. >.< (= zen went for guitar... which well. sucked. 'twas cold. as usual. that studio is officially the coldest place i go to regularly. so anyyyway. after that... went back to the court at amanda's hse. sandra and audrey weren't there. *nodd* some friends of zhiwen's were. -no. i'm not implying anything- daryl.. and jon au yong. yea. -amused- but anyyyway. played... for quite a short while. siigh. darren losti his phone. bleh. so we... searched. and.. latterr. all left one by one. mark and me left. waited for amanda. followed her up to her house then dragged her along to interchange. oh. sniffed glue. YUCk. warning: do not ever buy craft glue from spotlight. euck. took 291. went for dinner. bleh.

w00t. i'm done. thursday in a new entry.

2003-10-14T22:44:00.000+08:00

sigh. i didn't want to blog.. but..........
crappe. the whole of today. wait. today's tuesday. i thot it was sunday. ok nvm. ummmm.
ack. okie. i really dun feel like blogging........... so um. tomoro.

We'll never be apart
We'll see the same stars
Just close your eyes
And I'll be where you are

::regret courses through her body. and she wished it would stop. to end it all::

2003-10-14T22:32:00.000+08:00

It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me

2003-10-14T13:15:00.000+08:00

Though far away I know you listen
The stormy night will seem to glisten.
The clouds that part let light shine through
But all I seem to think of is you.

Though life is mortal, love is not. Do not play with broken hearts.

2003-10-12T21:55:00.000+08:00

i noe the links aren't updated but ... let's just say it won't be up so soon. -is compiling a whole list of links-

it's been a rainy after noon. now i'm staring at the moon

sigh. i feel like doing it again. all over again. for the pain. i'm sorry.

2003-10-12T20:17:00.000+08:00

i have decided to update my links. congratulate me.
and tag with your url if you want me to link you. coz i might forget. and tell me to remove it if you don't want it linked. coz i noe how frustrating it is to have your link all over when you don't want it to be there. fwee.

2003-10-12T14:39:00.000+08:00

Could it be yesterday
I coulda swore the same thing
happened just the other day
Put on the spot
Now what am I gonna say
If I tell them who you are will they think that I'm insane
Do I really care?
Well yes and no, maybe so
'Cause if they don't think you're real how will they ever know
So I won't stop
'Cause even if they laugh at me
It doesn't change a thing about what I believe (what I believe)

I don't care what it takes
I don't care who it shakes
I don't care what they say
I'm gonna do it your way
Even if I'm afraid, don't wanna make you look fake
I don't care about anything it's not about me

You make me feel secure
You've given me your word and
now I know I'm sure
I was so messed up
Like a wheel you turned around
my fate
When I thought you were just
something up in outer space
But that's not the case
You're more real to me
Than what they make you out
to be on TV
Can you turn me up
'Cause you know we're getting serious
When we talk about the invisible
it's so clear to us (so clear to us)

I don't care what it takes
I don't care who it shakes
I don't care what they say
I'm gonna do it your way
Even if I'm afraid, don't wanna make you look fake
I don't care about anything it's not about me

2003-10-12T13:33:00.000+08:00

sigh. my entry just disappeared. bweah. niwae. again.
yesterday sto0pid first aid course. sucked. james sissy ong confiscated my book. thanx to nicole, nicolette, dawn... and me. we were praticing writing with our left hands. :$ well. cept for dawn. lol.
anyway... i came straight home fter that. abit de amazing riiite. fwee. oh wait. meera i and shimram bought mrs field's first. ack. ack. ack. oh well. we ArE going to run 1.8 km on monday... so it's okie i suppose. sigh. and before that. pissing b****. f- pit. got booked. OUTSIDE SKOOL. along orchard road. for a damned PURPLE SCRUNCHIE. like. fuck off. despo idiot. tell you she's just desperate to book. bitch. it's like. you're with your frends after skool on a saturday having been forced back to skool. and still have to fo booking for offences like a PURPLE srunchie. i think i was pretty rude to her. hah. wateva. she was pretty lucky i din say anything to her face. sigh. the hatred some pits face. and some pits are nice. buti pretty much cant stand most of them. i mean shure sometimes you have to book coz there's either no way out or it's just too obvious. but for god's sake. ORCHARD ROAD. PURPLE SCRUNCHIE. and the only reason why i was wearing it was because my scurnchie was.. broken? geez. like so god damned loose it was either not wear it or still have my hair like spilling over my face. ie. letting it down. or a DAMNED PURPLE scruchie.

wateva. skipped punjabi skool. came home.. messed arnd with the comp for awhile. went to sleep. at... 4? yeah. woke up at nine. someone insisted that i had to eat dinner so... -erk- then eh. was *supposed* to go back to sleep at 10. =D but ended up staying on the comp till like 2. yeahh.. then sleeeeep until this morning like 10 plus. fweeee. pure heaven. never knew sleep could be so good. loll. sto00000pid. tomoro have to wake up so * early. speech and drama at EIGHT in the morning. sigh. horrible people. humph. then after snd those in nball carn practising. suppose i'll stay arnd. oh wait. shucks. i have to as well?!?!?!? ack. -bish jingli- pokkkkk. sighsigh. nvm. =P jingli and weixian are meanie pokks. dun ask why. coz i said so. yupp. -nodd- so. bleh. okiiieeee. shalt be going.. to do wat.. i dunno. i gotta read harry potter [yes i'm proud of myself i'm on the second book!!!!! [hahaz] thankies snehhaaaaaa. and meeeeeeerrrra. fwee] or scavenger. i'm supposed to return it to weixian by wednesday. sigh. or mess with templates. found one really nice one i'm gonna mutilate and use. i *think*. so... yea. ciao.

::her laughter rings... but she's torn within::

2003-10-10T22:07:00.000+08:00

-pissed- realli farnee mann. oh well. shant allow my mood to be ruined. SHIT. i'm crying. fack. wateva. what do those mean ANYWAY. hah.
shiokkk. shalt describe in not so great details about um. the after skool hours. yupp. first. the whole bunch of abt 30 one eleveners crossing the road and walking the busstop. then. poor priyaa had to leave. so now you have about 30 girls, minus some extremely embarrassdppl [ie me and a few others] hiding behind some ppl, waving to priya on 105!!! gosh. i mean like only three ppl got on. and priya had this whole grp waving at her. poor her. the whole bus was either staring ar us or her. oh. the other two ppl who got on the bus were margie and vic. yupp. and then the whole bunch of us go to kfc at fareast.

i'll continue this post sometime kae? really dun feel like blogging. ciao

::and the pain in her heart stings::

2003-10-10T21:38:00.000+08:00

FUCK OFF. i mean it. i'm sick of you. SICK AND TIRED of hearing about you.

2003-10-10T10:59:00.000+08:00

FWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

STATUS : ~~LAST EXAM~~ OVER

it's done. over. my life's screwed up. but i won't have to care for abt a week more. yupp. sho funn. *prays for the poor kiddos in D446* yepp. i'm sho nice. oh well. it's only an hour and a half. muaha.

suddenly feel unlike the me yesterday. feel sad. yeah. dunno larhs. fweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. simran's bored. we're in the shaw lab. and me and vidya are blogging. and simran was going to create a blog. until vidya reached over and turned her screen pink. and she din noe how to change it back. so she doesn't want to create a blog. and now she doesn't noe wat to do. and vidya told her to start studying geog for next. coz she's sick o last minute studying. LOLL.

sigh. be back later. feeeelings. i'll go try to do templates. i suck. i'm such a cheat. ohwellllll. buh buaizzz.

::and a smile crept upon her face::

2003-10-09T20:24:00.000+08:00

GAWD. this is the how-mani-est post today?!?! nvm. i think all my very motivational study stuff's coming a bit the tlate. but yea.

Ode to the EOYs. By ME.
Every schooling year of lives
We take this thing, the EOYs
The educational instructors too
They detest it just as we do
We slack all day, through september
Before we know it, it's right behind ya'
Never sleeping, ever mugging
Always wonder: how 'bout the marking
Our eyes are getting sore
Weekends are fun no more

How is propaganda used
And why is Napoleon so obtuse?
Mensuration, geometry, algebra
Does anyone know how we're marred
Ribosomes and centrioles
Soon our nucleus will explode
Must the Gupta be described
In detail as the Tang scribes?
Save the rainforests? I'd rather not
Better die between a fault

Our hands are blistering, the whole day
Can anybody get rid of these essays?
I hate early October, so do you
Stress relievers, J'en ai bu
Can the law see this torture
That we go through, for their laughter?
We complain, our mouths open wide
This hated thing, the EOYs.

::COURTESY OF JANE FOO::

2003-10-09T19:46:00.000+08:00

something from weixian's sis' blog. cute!

Why I am not studying?

Because :
No Study = Fail ....................... ( I )
Study = No Fail ...................... ( II )

By Combining ( I ) & ( II ) :
( No Study + Study ) = ( No Fail + Fail )

By Taking ( Study ) as a common factor in the left hand side
And Taking ( Fail ) as a common factor in the right hand side:
Study ( No + 1) = Fail (No + 1 )

By Dividing both sides by ( No + 1)
Study = Fail

SO I ADVISE YOU TO STOP STUDYING. (:

fwee. nah. even then... ms ng's voice overpowers you. well not really coz if i did i wouldnt be here. but heck. fwee.

2003-10-09T18:06:00.000+08:00

yes. i'm back. ms NG just called. :| *freaked out* fwee. anyway. funnnyyy. yes. i'm supposed to be doing animal farm. SHHH. don't tell her. kabush. N.i.waaaaeeee.

Your one in a million...oh
Your one in a million.. woa oh
One..one..one..one..one..

Sometimes love can hit you everyday
Sometimes you can fall for everyone you see
But only one can really make me stay
The sign, the one in the sky, has said to me

Your one in a million
Your once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us
Your one in a million
Your once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us

I've been looking for that special one
I've been searching for someone to give me love
When i thought that all the hope was gone
A smile and there you were and i was gone
I always will remember how i felt that day
A feeling indescribable to me..yeah ea
I always knew there was an answer for my prayer
And you, your the one, the one for me

Your one in a million
Your once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us
Your one in a million
Your once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us

In the beginning I was cool and everything was possible
They tried to catch me but it was impossible
No one could hurt me it was my game
Until I met you baby and it wasn't the same
When you didn't want me, I wanted you
Because the funny thing about it is I like the show
I like it when it's difficult I like it when it's hard
Then you know it's worth it that you find your heart
(Whoa)

Your one in a million
Your once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us
Your one in a million
Your once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us

Your one in a million...

yup. i think it's about one hour. i've been listening to it. anywayy. i've decided. If you love somebody... you should tell them. Love all about the risk. yupp.

it's good advice. but usually ppl go against good advice riite. yupp. get my point. no. i'm not telling. though i wish i could fweeeee. i loooove yoooooouu. *reminds me of the time. nicole was around saying she loves everybody. oh well. * wahax. -amused-

and i hear ms ng's voice ringing in my head. whooops. buh buaizz.

2003-10-09T17:10:00.000+08:00

hihi. in a *good* mood. no bad.

heck. i give up. sto0pid things. moods. feelings. emotions. wahahax.

i've been bitchy lately. amanda agrees. oh welllll. she was angry with me yesterday. i was angry with her. gosh this is sto0pid. i sound like the great intellctual *nicolette* doh. lol

i realise my blog reveals a LOT about me. if you read it... and you can relate just little bits of it to ppl in my life.. you noe a lot. haha. the things i keep in me.

listening to one in a million. over and over again. great song. well yeah. like you didn;t noe. haha. and then it makes me think of animal farm. F---. i realise i do have to read it at least twice. by 10. and it's five. f. wateva. so yeah. i've been doing thing i shouldn't be. sometimes i wonder. do i really keep my feelings to myself that well. coz it's really weird. but well. it's better... rite. hah.

sometimes i get pissed. and upset. and .. i dunno.. jealous? riiite. over things i shouldn't be. wait. why not. if you think about i'm right. as in.. they would agree. if they ever saw it for themselves. put yourselves into me shoes.

wahahax. and i go into ThAt mode again. lol. seriously.. i hardly mention names here. O_o. okaiiiiiiiee. i think i shalt go. makes you feel guilty when you've got animal farm right in front of your eyes. sto0pid. how did my most hated object end up so close to my *deareesssssst* computer.
ahh. now i feel like talking about ze *plans* for tomro. how funn. so far. there's j8. eh. ice-skating. east coast. and erm. OH. orchard. cineleisure i suppose. or just erhm. nvm. you'd never want to noe... oh well. think girl guides urban hike.. zhiying.. jane, emz... along those lines. yea. bwaha. oh well. buh buaizz.

*huggles you*

okie. seriously i'm in a good mood. i havent been like that for ages. fweeeeeee.

oh. and i got a new diary already. tell you when's its ready.. riiite =D. diary-x. fwee. obviously i just don't want to leave the comp. wahax.

:: and she dreams sweet dreams... dreams that will never be reality::

2003-10-08T17:42:00.000+08:00

you were so happy.

why must you do this to yourself? why? is it because of stress? because of pressure? because of bad influence?

torturing your body doesn't help.

yes, by cutting you get the adrenaline rush. do you know that each time you cut, you have to cut deeper to get the same rush?

i don't think you realise the seriousness of this. to you, it's just a cut. no, it isn't. it'll get worse and worse. you cut more and more.

i know the number of scars is increasing.

you might ask who i am to tell you this, but i have to tell you. stop.

your friends care about you. they're worried about you.

you might think it's cool. even if it doesn't hurt. but it hurts others. we don't like seeing you like this.

i know it's none of my business. i'll shut up now. but i hope you listen. we all do.

just something from someone's blog. no significance watsoever yah.

.all the lies... why?.

::and the tears fall again::

2003-10-06T22:32:00.000+08:00

it hurts. you don't see it but the pain stings. <>

pretty much like what you did to my heart. no one sees the pain, but it's there, killing me slowly every minute.
since you did it so easily, without a care. i wanna see whether you care now. i told you once. twice.

you don't remember do you.
you had 'more important things'.

well. now i don't care either . i've said it . you don't matter to me. afterall, when the one closest to you hurts you... who are You compared to -blank-.

2003-10-06T22:21:00.000+08:00

3 steps to releasing the pent-up emotions.

-tissue

-a penknife

-an evanescence cd.

2003-10-06T21:48:00.000+08:00

= all out of love . so lost without you =

2003-10-06T21:47:00.000+08:00

f- the world. just leave me alone yes wateva. i'm supposed to be mugging. for freaking history. wateva.

you do it again. and again. i put up with it. why? i wonder. coz i still love you. and i always will.
NO. take that back. i hate you. i hate you. to the core. why not. that's wat you deserve, no?
and if you think otherwise. then i'm sorry. coz i can't help wat i'm feeling now.

go. leave. turn your back on me. it's nothing new. she's all that matters.

::and.she.cried.the.bittersweet.tears::

2003-10-05T11:36:00.000+08:00

~~~~~

She saw her walking down the steps. They stopped her. As she looked on, she felt sick.

--or was it just a tinge of jealousy?--

She left. She continued walking down. Nearing them, she prayed for them to stop her as well. It was just the feel-good feeling she needed.
They did. Her heart gave a leap of joy.

++to be continued when i feel like it. it was just a weird dream that's been bugging me++

2003-10-04T12:05:00.000+08:00

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you
I'll tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess
And destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of 'It's over'
Then I'm sure that that makes sense

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
As I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

2003-10-02T18:20:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I run Sometimes I hide
sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
baby all I need is time

2003-09-30T13:09:00.000+08:00

There's something 'bout the way
You looked at me
Made me think for a moment that
Maybe we were meant to be
Living our lives separately
And It's strange that things change when I've been wanting you so desperately

Oh, I cannot ignore it,
I keep giving in,
But I should know better
'Cause there was something 'bout the way you looked at me
And it's strange that things change when I've been wanting you so desperately

You looked my way, you said "you frustrate me"
Like you're thinking of lines and times when you and I were you and me
You took our chance out on the street
Well you missed my chance and chances are
It won't be coming back to me

Oh, I cannot ignore it,
I keep giving in,
But I should know better
'Cause there was something 'bout the way you looked at me
And it's strange that things change when I've been wanting you so desperately
So desperately... ho

Oh, I cannot ignore it,
I keep giving in,
But I should know better
'Cause there was something 'bout the way you looked at me
And it's strange that things change when I've been wanting you so desperately
I want you so desperately, oo oo oo

I keep giving in,
But I should know better
I keep giving in,
But I should know better
So desperately
I want you so desperately

2003-09-30T12:50:00.000+08:00

muahahah. bwhaha. WAHAx.

Jane wants to say hi...
HIIIIII SHARAN!!!!!! *gives xhawan a beeeeg huggle* XD.

*smacks forehead* she still isnt sick of giving ppl huggles. bah.

comp studs... as you should figure... fwee. pe was funn. riiite. speech and drama sucked

i find my typign extremely slooooooooooooooooowwwwwwwww. cwap. and full of mistakes. bah.

my eyes hurt. fwee. my eyes hurt a lot these days. ["awwwwwww"] i think it's either too much computer.. or to little sleep. but they're both related, ne?
wahax. lots and lots and lots have happened. since i dunno when. you din hear about.... my bdae, the countless tests... the injuries... etc.
bleh. wheeeee. *the boliaoness in the air* poor vidya has done a lot of our comp studs project. toe and i have been slacking. bweah. *feels bad* oh wellll. i'll go do something. AnD blog at the same time. fwee.

i think i'll blog... when i reach never never land. okie i dunno where that came from. fwee. i'll go do the ~~damned~~ thing.. buh buaizz.

oh. i'll post a song... =D